Happy Valentine’s Day! Castiel & Dean Winchester!

警告!本篇文章略含 slash 相關內容,請慎入。

Supernatural - You In The End (by =brilcrist)
Supernatural - You In The End (by =brilcrist)

上面這張圖真得很美吧!我看到的時候也是驚為天人,因為真的是太漂亮了!

Okay,今天是浪漫的情人節,可是我的腦袋一直縈繞著這首好聽的歌曲,感覺很適合這個時候讓 Dean 唱這首 I Will Remember You 給失憶忘了一切的 Castiel 聽。

話說情人節的我感冒請假在家就算了,還得窩在家裡大門不出二門不邁的寫程式,怎麼看都覺得是個很苦命的情人節,不過一面寫程式一面聽這首歌的感覺其實還蠻不賴的啦!雖然請假在家還不得閒,心情還是蠻不錯的。

[youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHooH4464dQ%5D

I Will Remember You

By Sarah Mclachlan

I will remember you,
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life, pass you by,
Weep not for, the memories.

I’m so tired, but I can’t sleep,
Standing on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much, yet cannot say a word,
We are screaming inside but we, can’t be heard

I will remember you,
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life, pass you by,
Weep not for, the memories.

Remember the good times, that we had,
We let them slip away from us when things got bad
Clearly I first saw you, smilin’ in the sun,
I wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you,
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life, pass you by,
Weep not for, the memories.

I am so afraid to love you, more afraid to lose,
Clinging to past that doesn’t let me choose
Once there was a darkness, a deep and endless night,
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

[x2]
I will remember you,
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life, pass you by,
Weep not for, the memories.

既然是情人節,我們就來點 Destiel(Dean/Castiel)應應景,不過也別太期待我會提供什麼太重鹹的東西,一來我個人口味清淡,二來這兩個怎麼說都還是標準的 soulmate,不是 sexmate(宋少卿:sexmate,就是所謂的性愛伴侶,也是俗稱的炮…你這在說甚麼啊!!!???)

住手!請不要拿相聲梗來破壞大家美好的幻想!

網路上雖然很多 Dean 和 Castiel 的 slash 資料,不過我個人還是比較喜歡 Dean/Castiel 的故事。理由還蠻多的,最主要的理由當然就是,Dean 如果不主動的話,以 Castiel 這種很尊重他人的超溫和個性,除非是被附身或是吃錯藥,否則應該是到了世界末日都不可能採取行動那種人。

我很能了解這種被動咖的心態,簡單一句話來形容這種人的想法就是:沒有說出口的事情,再多的曖昧都不算。

另外一個原因是,Dean Winchester 其實算是很標準的異性戀,他自己本身對同性戀這件事情沒有像 Castiel 這麼大方,所以他基本上不是那種勉強得來的人;雖然 Castiel 也是可以用兩根指頭把他弄昏倒,但是對不起,Castiel 會很龜毛的覺得,如果不是真的愛他寧願不要,沒辦法,因為他在感情上就是個很潔癖的純潔處男小天使。

所以從邏輯來看,如果 Dean 不主動表態那他們倆個之間就只能維持現狀,因為我不太能夠接受不合邏輯的東西,所以只能選 Dean/Castiel 這一項。

講邏輯幹嘛還會喜歡 Destiel 這種幻想的東西啊!?

That’s the whole point!因為邏輯告訴我,這兩個人就是天殺的相愛啊!!愛情這種東西,並不會因為沒有說出口就代表感情不存在,他們倆個當然可以ㄍ一ㄥ在那邊一百年都堅稱自己是好朋友,但是如果你有好好去看他們倆個之間的互動,就會知道…好朋友個頭啦!!

既然是情人節,就讓我們一起來好好的面對他們倆之間的情感吧!!因為可以打動我的東西,多多少少也可以打動其他人吧!也許當你看了之後,你會明白,我們心中那堆想要說出口卻總是找不到句子可以說清楚的微妙感覺。

他們之間的感情,真的就是這麼美,看起來雲淡風輕,愛起來生死相許

這張畫得真得很美,我不常看到畫他們倆個接吻可以畫得這麼美的作品
這張畫得真得很美,我不常看到畫他們倆個接吻可以畫得這麼美的作品

下面這兩篇是我最喜歡的 Dean/Castiel 同人小說,我把我喜歡的部分節錄出來,有興趣的人可以連去網站看原文。

這兩篇小說之所以讓我喜歡的原因,是因為內容裡面有很多描述他們倆之間情感轉折的部分,不管是矛盾、掙扎、還是困惑;這些模糊又很難界定的情感,其實才是愛情當中最令人難忘的部分,絕對不是推上床甚麼都不管才叫做愛得轟轟烈烈。我對於那種喝醉酒就滾上床的老套戲碼已經感到很厭倦了,在這種甚麼都求快的世界中,還是有東西值得我們花時間慢慢去感受。

All Souls and Angels

Warning: 這篇文章有激情的部分,如果你不喜歡激情的內容,請不要點進去,因為我也只是想推薦前半段。

One note on its own is only one note. Two notes together, that is beauty. So you see the brightness of the children and the darkness of that sad man, and perhaps you see how one makes the other stronger.” He pondered again. “You could not be happy if you had never been sad.”

“I’d rather never have been sad.”

“Really?” He studied Dean.

“Really.” He sat hunched, his elbows on his knees. “Pain’s . . . pain sucks, Castiel.”

Castiel shook his head. “Pain ends, Dean.”

“Until you go to Hell, and then it carries on forever.”

There was something of despair in his voice. Castiel didn’t like it. He hesitated and then put the hand on Dean’s back. “You are a good man,” he said and hoped it was comforting. “You are a very good man.”

Dean sat quietly for a moment or two. Castiel thought maybe he was too surprised to move. Then Dean straightened up and Castiel had to remove the hand. “I’m hungry. Are you hungry? We should get pancakes.”

“I could eat pancakes,” Castiel said.

They walked this time, away from the park to a small diner a few blocks away. It was crowded but cheerful: the waitress called them “darlin’” and “sugar” and was, Castiel could see, taken with Dean’s charm and friendliness.

下面這一篇是我的最愛,因為這實在是非常非常非常可愛的一篇文章,基本上是一篇由 Gabriel 開始的有趣事件,除了是想要讓他的兄弟 Castiel 學會教訓之外,也透過 Cupid 的愛神之箭讓 Castiel 不得不看見 Dean 對他的感情。

這篇文章當中最可愛的就屬 Sam 了,Sam 不只是因為 Dean 變得花癡而抓狂,還為了救他的寶貝哥哥拼了命的想要拜託飽受驚嚇而躲起來的 Castiel 出面,最後還傳給 Castiel 一則很感人的簡訊:Just make sure you still respect him in the morning, okay?

Sam!你真的是個全世界最棒的弟弟!!

如果你喜歡 Sam 跟 Dean 還有 Castiel 之間的互動,看了這篇文章一定會有很多感覺的。這則故事裡面,只有最後的部分有一些些的激情前戲,整體而言算是個很令人感到舒服的文章,唯一美中不足的,就是我們看不到帶著迷人微笑睡著的 Dean 在清醒之後的反應。

Nudge, Nudge

Two hours later, the text messages began.

The first one from Sam read, Please come back, Castiel. He thinks you don’t love him. I can’t calm him down. This is insane.

The second one, sent the next morning, said: He’s been crying all night. Where are you? Are you trying to find Gabriel?

An hour later came: Dean is really losing it. Please, Castiel. Come back.

The final message from Sam read, What the fuck is wrong with you? I thought Dean was your friend! He’s suffering here and I can’t help him!

Castiel was still processing that when another text message arrived. Despite the fact the number wasn’t in his address book, the screen said Gabriel. Castiel’s fingers trembled as they opened it.

Hiding won’t make Dean live any longer, brother.

Castiel read the words and made his choice. Not that it was a choice at all, of course.

…(中略)

“Dean,” he said.

Dean wobbled a little and took a small step back from the ledge. Up here, the noise from the crowds below had been softened by the distance, but the movement still made a few people scream as they assumed he was going to fall. Castiel was aware of Sam standing a few feet away, panting hard, his expression stricken with worry, but he couldn’t tear his eyes from Dean’s face. He was pale and wild-eyed, red blotches on his cheeks from where the salt of his tears had burned his skin. His eyes were red and glistened in the half-light on the roof, and he was shaking uncontrollably.

“C-Cas?” he murmured, looking at him in disbelief.

“I’m here,” Castiel said, taking a step forward. “Move away from the edge, Dean.”

“Please, man, do as he says,” Sam begged, his voice hoarse.

“Where did you go?” Dean asked, sounding utterly distraught. “Why did you leave me?”

“I was scared. I’m sorry. I’m really sorry, Dean. I shouldn’t have left you.”

“Don’t you love me?”

The question was so honest, and the look on Dean’s face so pleading and desperate, that when Castiel replied, “Yes, I love you,” he actually meant it. He couldn’t have lied to Dean in that state. Not ever.

唉~結果寫完情人節也結束了!不管!!美國人還沒過完!所以西洋情人節還不算結束!

4 thoughts on “Happy Valentine’s Day! Castiel & Dean Winchester!

  1. 哇,好漂亮的圖啊~~我喜歡第二張,畫得真好,有感覺喔。

    情人節…啥也沒做,因為在工作,晚上還失眠,雖然是春天,但最近真難眠。

    ps. 今天我生日,Happy birthday to me…

    • to 蕙,

      喔喔!生日快樂!!!(拉彩帶~)

      哈哈哈!看來大家情人節都沒什麼特別有趣的節目,幫 Castiel-Dean 投票是唯一不一樣的事情,但是他們後來應該還是被投票機器人給打敗了,輸得一敗塗地啊~XD

      算了,那個不用大腦都可以灌票的投票程式下次還是不要浪費時間投比較好,生命很珍貴的…

      我也很喜歡第二張,其實這兩張都畫得超棒的!

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